xanga,

yesterday . around 12 i went running wit my sister. we ran thro the woods. to the spring. ran back to the fields. did a jog across the field. then butt kicks. high knees. lunges. jog spirt. and yea. it was good. i actually could run?. then um kelsey and allison called me. and wanted to go to the rec to see zack wanted to no if i wanted to go, but i was cleaning my room. and had a headache. so they went.i went in the shower, came out and felt much better. then my mom order some chinkie dinkie food for dinner. sweet and sour chicken. yay.  then paulina imed me and wanted to no if i wanted to chill wit her and shannon so i said yes. and started gettin ready and all. she texts me and says shannon wont be home till 10 and if me and her still wanted to hang out and wait for her so i said okay. so paulina came over and we sat on the side walk infront of my house for an hour talking , omg it was soo much fun!! she is soooo funny.  we told some funny stories. we were laughing seriously the whole time. so then shannons come home and shes like i cant come out. so me and paulina walked up to her window..and paulina kept laughing so shannon came outside on her porch and we talked for like a half hour. then she had to go in so me and paulina walked back to my house and her mom picked her up. over all it was a good night.

2day, well im finding out if i can go wit kelsey to LBI, so if i can then im packing and if not im doing nothing besides going running again. we will see what goes down. later hater.

 im bored.

D 0 Y 0 U Cuss: Yes Take a shower everyday: yahhh Have a crush(es): wouldnt u like to no Who are they: wouldnt u like to no Do you think you've been in love?: yes Want to go to college: Yes Like high school: idk yet Want to get married: yes Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: sure y not Believe in yourself: sometimes. not often Think you're attractive: sometimes Get along with your parents: rarely i N T H E P A S T M 0 N T H . . . Drank alcohol: No Smoke(d): no Had Sex: nope Made Out: nope Gone to the mall: nope Eaten sushi: nope Gone skating: nope Been in love:  . . . H A V E Y 0 U E V E R Flown on a plane?: yeh Missed school from the rain?: nope Told a girl that you liked them?: yeah.. just kidding around tho. Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yeah. patrick from spongerbob. haha Hadan imaginary friend: no.. Been in a fight: yeah Shoplifted: well i was little.. i got caught too T H E F U T U R E Age you hope to be married: 20s Numbers and Names of Children: 123, um .. Autumn,Nick,Jon How do you want to die?: anything that doesnt involve, guns, knifves, suffocating, razors, drowning... etc What do you want to be when you grow up?: a teachers, or writer What country would you most like to visit?: italy..again OPPOSi T E S E X Best eye/hair color: green, dark hair. Short or long hair: either , but not too long. like a girl .ew Best height: taller then me Best weight: dont matter Best first date location: idk Best first kiss location: idk N U M B E R 0 F Number of boyfriends you've had: dont no. Number of kisses you've given: hm Number of drugs taken illegally: none Number of people I could trust with my life: 1 Number of CDs that I own: a reasonable amount Number of piercings: 2 Number of tattoos: 0 Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: alot for soccer F A V 0 R iT E S Fav Color: pink,white,black Day/Night: Night Summer/Winter: winter when its summer, summer when its winter Fave Food: pasta Fave movies: alot Fave sport: soccer Fave sports stars: ? R i G H T N 0 W Wearing: soccer shorts, sweat shirt Drinking:  nothing Thinking about:  my dream last night. Listening to: nothin Cried: no Worn jeans: no Met someone new online: no Done laundry: no Driven a car: no Talked on the phone:  yeah D 0 Y 0 U B E L i E V E i N Yourself: sometimes Your friends: ya Santa Claus: i did, and when i stopped believeing in it. my life started to suck! Tooth Fairy: not anymore. Ghosts: Yea God: i guess, sometimes i doubt him F R i E N D S A N D L i F E Do you ever wish you had another name?:  no. Do you have a boyfriend?  .. no Do you like anyone? wouldnt u like to no Which one of your friends acts the most like you? i think kelsey. cuz we have alot in common, its actually creepy. Who have you known the longest of your friends?:  allison What's the best feeling in the world?: when ur goin to see someone u love, butterflies. Worst Feeling?: missing someone   i offically stole this from kelsey. good day

i didnt go to the fair. bc im cool. sat on the computer all night. i have chest pains. starting from my stomach. shooting thro the ribs. right into the chest. advil is a life saver. its a new bestfriend. the one that takes all the pain away.like the pain in my chest. along wit that. this pre period stuff it killing me. cramps. back pains. the whole 9yrds. i was informed today by the dearest Raven. on how much running we do in mandatories. freshman team here i come. . ah o well. lifes a bitch. later hater

xang is my new god,

thrusday, i was being my lazy lil self all day. i waited online all morning for kelsey. she comes on. finally. and talks to me for 15mins. ridiculous.  . allison was M.I.A for 10 hours.  i later found out she was at the bookstore and all that good stuff. kelsey calls me around 3, after leaving serveral messages to my away message. she comes over. we ride bikes to the deli. this was an adventure. she took dales piece of shit bike.i took my moms , and it has that baby seat in the back. so in pops a great idea into my lil pnut butters head. so we steal brianas baby doll and just put it in there. hilarious. . we head on off to the deli and get turkey clubs. . first we see this baby, wit a HUGE head, me and kelsey kept laughin at it, it was mean of us, but it was soo funny u had to see it then  i kept looking at those sex package pills, like HORNY GOAT WEED. and they guy kept laughin at me, and i wanted to buy some cuz kelsey was like i wonder if it works, one was like ALL NIGHT LONG, who the hell invents this stuff, i honetly wanna meet them. my idols.  then kelsey walks outside to check on the "baby" and leaves me to get hit on by the 52 year old indian guy who works the counter. i was laughin at kelsey, and he kept staring at me and was like. "haha, ur laugh ,u funny" and i just completely stared at him like  and hes like "did u walk here", im like no..i rode a bike. and then he just kept staring at me until kelsey came and saved me b4 anything inapproiate could happen. so we get out of there as fast as we can go to brown bag to get a drink. then venture on home. so we are finally on my block. and i was hittin kelseys tired wit mine cuz i wanted her to fall..and i wind up falling and i was layin in the middle of the road laughin so hard..and these 2 kids down my block. who i dont even no.bc they dont live on my street came walking towards us and were like r u okay, and im like yeah..and then there like watch out ur gonna get hit by a car..and i car was coming..and it was terrible so i move to the side..and the kids keep walking towards us. so we get out bikes and quickly move to my house and go inside. we eat. go to soccer. soccer wasnt too bad. i almost made the whole run. . then we did some other things that were pretty fun and easy. i liked that practice actually. Raven told me i was gay several times at that practice.  i wonder how she found out.  anyways then i came home, showered and talked online, then went to bed. now im hurr. right hurr. i think im goin to the fair tonight wit lyndee, erika, kelsey and allison we will see if this works. that is all. bye bye

bye bye beautiful, dont bother to write